Day 25: I Wanted to Make Sure

I wanted to make sure that I would graduate in 3,5 years from law faculty.

I wanted to make sure that I would never get a “C” score at any subject.

I wanted to make sure that I would always get 3,5 or above in every semester.

I wanted to make sure that I would get that cum-laude title.

But then God called me to do something precious in my campus and it costed me much time in which I failed to manage. It wasn’t God’s fault, it was definitely mine. I had to let go that big desire to finish my degree in 3,5 years. I got C+ in two subjects and it broke my heart. I got below 3,5 in my fourth and fifth semester.

Thank God, I am still a cum-laude graduate.

But honestly, in my very genuine opinion, I learned so many things when I answer to that calling. I don’t regret anything despite every tiredness, heart-broken, even those things I failed to make sure.

The most beautiful thing I learned, I just need to be sure in my faith to Jesus Christ. Full stop.

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Elisabeth Yosephine

Not an open book. I tell things I want people to know. Even so, I tell them in different viewpoints according to what response I want to get.

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